maybe i should have put myself in his shoes and understand how he is feeling.
maybe i shouldnt have encouraged her to reply him with that sms.
maybe i shouldnt have taken sides.
everything is so screwed up now, and it's my fault.
all those encouragement that i've given, asking my mum to file for a divorce.
he's unreasonable and demanding at times, but he's still my dad.
at least i realised how much i meant to him when he asked whether i've had my dinner, even though he was drunk.
and how badly he said that he wanted to go home, thinking that he wasnt.
i have horrible parents, i really do.
i guess they didnt expect me to find out so much about them.
but i'm not going to let them know about what i know.
cause there's no point in doing so.
no matter what, they're still my parents.
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