but i was really very upset for the fact that she doesnt believe me!
gaining people's trust is really very important to me.
it just hurts badly to know that people think otherwise of you:/
i hope i wont be psychoed into this whole issue.
that's the last thing that i ever want it to happen.
kelly must learn to take it as a joke!!!
i really wanted to tell you about it last night, but seems like i cant.
and you dont seem to care as much as you used to do.
i dont want to create any misunderstandings.
oh well, i guess you wont even be reading this.
today's tuition was (fill in the blanks).
other than being sleepy, which is nothing unusual, i dont know what to say.
the last part of it made me reflect a lot.
everybody is studying super hard, while i'm not doing anything.
they all have aims in life, but i know nothing about what i want to do.
kelly, you must buck up!
but neither will i force myself to. i'm sorry.