yes. kelly will remember that in future.
i'm sorry that i pissed you off:/
results were out on wednesday.
at first i thought, i shouldnt pressurize myself that i must get a one.
i felt that a two would be good enough.
but i guess i was wrong.
i realised deep inside, how badly i wanted a one.
it was just super depressing:/
oh well. but i wont be re-taking it.
anyway, i kinda realised that friends and family members will really be there for you when you're feeling down.
the constant reassurance that i did well that day, honestly, did cheer me up:)
(although i still dont like the fact that i didnt get a one)
sometimes i really wished that you could believe what i say.
cause the feeling sucks when you dont gain the trust of others.
being well-aware that people dont really mean it, i still cant help but feel affected by it.
and i really hate myself for that.
because of this, i'm finding it harder to tell you things that i really wish you would know...
and i dont want to face all of these, alone.
prelims are in six days' time.
and i'm not prepared:/