it's pretty weird for me to be blogging now.
i never felt so free since 2009 started.
okay, tomorrow and tomorrow the tomorrow and tomorrow the tomorrow the tomorrow is slack day at school:)
although we are only "dismissed" at 9p.m.
but at least there are no tests / mock exams etc etc.
hopefully the talk will be interesting.
if not i'll be wasting my 13 hours X 3 days at school.
"i am gifted, so are you..."

i couldnt finish emaths test today.
i slept during english mock today. (but i still completed it okay! pro right? haha:D)
i screwed up ss mock today. (dont listen to the hints other classes drop. believe in yourself. seriously.)

the weather today is super cold.
but i like school today.
excluding the test and mocks.
i had one + one + half = two and a half hours of FREE PERIOD!
woohoo~
okay, in other words, i only had emaths lesson today:)
there's suddenly this determination in me to study.
this morning i woke up feeling super tired.
so i told myself to sleep during all the free periods.
but i ended up studying for SS and teaching some others EMATHS:)
i'm proud of you, kelly!!!

after school, she, she and i went to macs.
i ate the most there:/
i'm starting to feel like a pig.
well i think i'm already considered as one.
i'm craving for a lot of food nowadays.
which is bad.
then we started talking about the list of items to get for - during -.
haha:D a lot of crappy ideas came up.
mostly from me though:)
then went with her to buy more FOOD from ntuc while she went off.
when i alighted at my house the bus stop, i saw him again.
why do i keep bumping into him???
i keep seeing him this week.
actually its only yesterday and today lah.
haha.
oh. my cousin.
haha:D

yesterday after school we discussed about -.
planned for G.W.
and so started telling G stories.
it was super freaky.
especially when that stupid wani, sitting beside me said:
"eh. wait. are any of you putting your hands on my shoulders?" (or something like that)
i totally screamed. and i cant believe i cried.
that was how freaked out i was.
but the fear only lasted a while.
thanks for the hug lao kan<3
i'm really scared that something bad will happen to us during -.
us = charlie.
i'm scared that i'll screw up.
all these years, all the - appeared so brave, not at all frightened.
and it's partly cause i had the mindset that no matter what happens, they are there to help.
seriously, i really thought that way.
but i dont think i'll be able to do the same for them.
how?! how?! how?!

okay, i WILL study for geog.

"i love you and that's all i really know..."