i really cant help but worry.
and i want to tell you so badly not to go.
but everyone might just think that i'm being stupid.
i've never been away from you for so long...
now, nobody's gonna stay up with me at night, so that i wont feel scared.
nobody's gonna cook supper for me.
nobody's gonna be my listening ear when i want to rant.
well, at least it's only for the next one month:/
everytime somebody close to me goes abroad, i get really worried.
just that i dont show it.
and unless i'm abroad with them.
it's not so much about the course that's affecting me.
it's just me. i'm like that.
and i dont know why.
just imagine not being able to see someone you love again...
the feeling is just so horrible...
brother's leaving in three and a half hours:(