but now, i yearn for another.
contradicting isnt it?
it made me think a lot, reflect a lot.
"i want to thank my platoonmates who were there for me..."
it was only a mere four day, but the bond was there.
helping one another to finish up food though we were on the verge of puking.
remembering each others' eating habits. (- cant take soya milk)
cheering. drilling. and much more.
it just doesnt feel the same, sitting on my cosy chair, in front of my com;
cause we're supposed to be preparing for lights out now...
everything felt like a dream, though it was tiring.
it just felt exactly like last year back in perth, when everything was so carefree...
right now, everything's so hectic.
we're only left with two months.
but will it end with a happy ending, like those in fairy tales?
mentioned above was only four days.
but we, are almost for 4 years.
each time we argue, i cry deep inside.
i think of the happy memories we had, during the start of 2006...
when we were sec ones, so young...
and knew nothing about how to behave...
it was sweet, really sweet.
i smile upon looking at every photo that we took.
i laugh upon recalling all the silly things that we did.
but, i tear upon us behaving like we dont know each other right now.
what has happened to our motto?
has it been broken because of the disagreements we have?
has it been broken because of others?
has it been broken...because of me?
i've not been your very best -, but you all have been my very best -.
i would rather be at -, then be where i'd be tomorrow.
because i'm afraid.
afraid that we would argue;
afraid that we wont talk to each other.
and i dont want it to happen, cause it's our last...
will we actually still be as close, after we -?
right now, i'm up all alone at home.
and i dont know why, but i'm
i want you back so badly from australia, i really do...